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Soul Journal

by Jasna Ilic

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1.
Golden Cage 02:26
Golden Cage Golden cage Passing age Does not change Haunted by dreams of new place Warmth of court Too well known Crown still on I still have need for new dawn Amazed Own maze Wrong gate Still waiting Confused Own rules Misused Still praying So strange Own maze Closed gate I’m waiting Golden bars Rays of sun Wandering heart Bewitched by search for freedom Same kingdom Same wild song Chains still on Still dreaming of fearless soul Amazed….
2.
Challenging Days Challenging days, Learn to be brave, Questioning mind, Leave fears behind, Hard to be far, Doubt fills my heart, Be brave for both of us Just need your hand, You are my strength, All I dream of, I fear no more, Life's not dark With my love Future's not written, Take all I'm given, Not sure where we go, Not afraid anymore, Hope for our lifetime, So proud by your side Challenging days, Smile is my way, Positive mind Leave fears behind, Hard to be true, I try, I do, I'm brave for you
3.
Brave Face Seen but not felt, Hurt by contempt, With soul ignored By its own fault Stick with own ways- Reasons unknown, Face constant pain- Rarely shown, Challenging days That no one knows, Put on brave face, Nowhere to go Singing same tune, Not understood, Stopped being true, One proper fool, Heart broke own rules, Try to be good, Wrong course heart took, Life feels so cruel Choice known to me, Reasons unseen, Deal with same grief only I feel, There’s no redeem For deserved guilt, The way life is- Still hope to live Writing same song, Not heard at all, Just don't belong, Keep my bad course, Soul less than strong Accepts own fall, Stuck in one spot Waiting for dawn
4.
Withering Star Weak and lost Acting strong Light that’s gone Breaks my soul Can’t see hope End of road Treacherous life Ruin of the kind Still by your side Will no more Mind ignored Can not cope On its own Why is love Not enough? All my heart Battling dark Have my love Don’t give up Sentence too hard One step too far Withering star
5.
Always Remember If days turn rough, Keep joyful heart, Always remember love And when darkness comes And life feels harsh, Then think of us World that we built, Growing slowly, Unbroken link, Just you and me Easy to heal, Smile with all my being I've been stuck in own world, I’ve been stuck with screams that no one heard Fighting with constant hurt Building own dark road of no return Locked inside with no key, Waiting for someone to rescue me Then light got turned on, Dark was no more, All puzzles solved Light that shines still, Great just to be, Magic to live Not much matters, We’re together, Finally better, Have own shelter, Easy to heal, Love with all my being
6.
Find Hope 02:41
Find Hope Love will find the way Shines through darkest days Forever We’ll always have us Unconditioned love Together Find hope in times we share We feared we’d never have Life’s more than days to bear Love gives constant light Shines through scary nights Here for good You are in my heart Never dying love Here for you Find hope in warmth we feel We feared can not be real Life’s more than eyes can see
7.
Sat In Dark 02:44
Sat In Dark Sat in dark wondering if you still care, Weakened heart, don’t feel that you are there, Really need help Open eyes, dark scares me just the same, Trace of light just memory quick to fade, Can’t give up on faith Don't have reply for questioning mind, Life flies by, I walk heavy stride, Soul got tired in need of guide Sat alone with thoughts of feeble hope, Strong no more, abandoned in the cold, Really need warmth Tears in eyes, no mercy comes from dark, Distant light remains safe out of touch, Can’t give up on love
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One Who Knows I was there, Wondering why I don't matter, No one cared, Piece by piece heart got shattered, Then you came, Took all pieces, offered shelter Here or not-same to world, Tears or joy, no one hurt, All ignored-way of the world Scorching ground, Wondering if I'm only one upside down, Left alone playing own sound, I got found-you took my hand, Showed me way out Here-it's not same to all, Smiles or fears-one who knows One true me-one feels my soul I am here, There is one who sees when I bleed, Gets my need, You are one who still makes me heal, Stitch by stitch, Life in me, All sense of living, One for me
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Wasted Days Night-no one to call, Hurt on my own, Nowhere to go Tears of guilt, Years of grief, Fears of need. Wasted days, Can I find who to trust? Hurt and plagued, Frightened, but live I must, Live for hope that has turned into dust- Lost and scarred; Empty heart. Night-thoughts I can't fight, Late to do right, Too long till light. Wasted days, Just learning to survive, Tears in vain, Afraid of days gone by Live for wish-one wish Remains denied. Lost and scarred, Empty heart.
10.
Out Of Touch 02:59
Out Of Touch No more words Cover hurt Twist and turn No return Have no say Lost own way One wrong take My mistake Why bother No water Can decrease Hunger I feel Go with peace; leave me apart Wish you well with all my heart One night, same cries Stopped asking why Just next in line Passing through life Out of touch Feel too much Or not enough One night, same tears Unleashed wild dreams Next not to be Taming new fears Speak no more Hushed sorrow Joy borrowed Can't last long No exit Lost to bits One wrong pick My own miss Live with need One can't feed No food stills Thirst in me
11.
No Dark Rules Do I still have your love? Can you feel soulful spark? Has good gone beyond hope? I found life when hope went missing Baffled child wanting to redeem Feel my heart, never meant harm Find forgiveness for fallen one Need your kindness Still in search of your warm guidance Can you still show me how To find peace, steady ground? No dark rules over good
12.
Silent In Night Silent in night, Heart has no rights, All I have ever wished- Never to be, Why then to wish? Lead futile fights, Dreams out of sight, All I have dared to dream, Out of my reach, Why do I dream? I'm so tired of way life goes, Cruelest lessons that I behold, True survivor with damaged soul, Hopeless learner with fragile hope I'm so tired of dark life throws, Of harsh lessons I have been taught, Real survivor with stormy soul, Darkest learner with lasting hope Quiet by birth, Don’t ask-not heard, All I have ever wanted- Just not to be, Why then to feel? Fights with few words, All bridges burnt, All I have dared to be, Simply plain me- I always feel Long lost firm ground, Weakened by frowns, Strength hides in smiles Still there in darkest times- I always smile Am still around, Heart makes own sound, Song to be allowed- Can hope still be found? Will I be found?
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Live And Be Well Leading lives away from me Too busy to care for me How I am, how I will be I’ve been better, Does not matter Can not find time for few lines Time’s precious, do pass me by Yes, I know, time just flies Not your interest Could not care less I’m alive and I feel Takes time for heart to heal Thanks for not being here Never near Let me be I do wish you well Your hearts’ content Joy that you dreamt Live and be well Leading life away from all World that you ran away from How I am, why should you know? Wounded soul Still ignored No will to wait for your call Dreams tire of false hope Once bitten, just withdraw To own mess Can’t care less I do wish you well Your hearts’ content Joy that you dreamt Live and be well
14.
Disappointing One Not on same road, Don’t go with flow, There’s only one way That I can go Away from you, Not good with rules, Disobey all trying to be true Not living up to what you expect, Ignoring for you don't understand, Don’t owe me, never learnt to respect Few of a kind, So hard to find, Faced with scorn for Having different mind Simply left out, Heart still in doubt, Not needed, Why would I be around? Don't walk same road, My flow's not yours, My way is one way you will not know Real far from you, Denying rules, Destroy all just wanting to be true Not living up to your dreams of me, Ignoring for you can not conceive, Owe nothing-never learnt to be here
15.
Shine For Me 02:38
Shine for Me Always choose best for you, Love for good Shining through, If you leave, Shine for me. Always dream same for me, My dream is not to be, Hope your nights treat you kind. Hope you get smiles, Light in dark times, Heat in cold days, Calm in fierce place, Hope for safe heart, Shelter from harm. Never want grievous soul, Wish you all You wish and more, If you leave, Smile for me. I don't dream, Not for real, Life I lead Stops the need, Hope your life treats you kind.
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Heart Once Knows One more day spent too far Forced away from own part Soul feeds on joy long past Have faith in love to last Miss you so, light fading slowly Heart once knows it wants you only Show me hope, I fear I’m falling One more night scaring soul Facing fears on my own Soul dreams of constant glow Love we have always grows Miss you so, light turned on slowly Heart just knows it needs you only Always hope, you’re never lonely

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released December 29, 2013

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